A Very Gothic Christmas Read online

  When he said the words, they did sound absurd. Oil on a staircase anyone could slip on. How could one rig a landslide and know the children would be in that exact spot? And she had been sick, too. People got the flu all the time. She sighed. How could she explain the uneasiness she felt? The continual worry that never went away? “Why wouldn’t the person wearing the hooded cape help them? Clearly they were in trouble, Tara was screaming her head off.”

  “I don’t know the answer to that, baby, but we’ll find out,” he assured. “Everyone certainly pitched in and helped to free Trevor. I didn’t notice anyone holding back, not even Don.”

  “Don.” Jessica shook her head. “It’s hard to like that man. Even after last night, and I did feel sorry for him, I’ve been struggling to find something good about him.”

  “I did like him,” Dillon answered, frowning slightly. “He was always reserved with me but he always worked hard. There was no looking around for him at the end of the night; he pulled his share of the work and then some. He was steady and I counted on him heavily at times. I had no idea he disliked me so intensely. And I sure didn’t know Vivian was sleeping with him. She suggested I go hear him play, but I brought him into the band because he’s so talented, not because she asked me.” He sighed, raked his hand through his hair. “I don’t know anymore, Jess. In the old days, it was all so easy. I never opened my eyes. I just lived my life in blissful ignorance until it all came crashing down.” He looked at her, his fingers tightening around hers. “I was so arrogant, so sure that I could make it all work out. The truth is, how can I condemn Don when I’ve made so many mistakes myself?”

  “Do you think it was a member of the band who killed Vivian and Phillip?” she asked carefully.

  “No, of course not. They had five nutcases up there with them that night. All of them were mixing drugs and alcohol. For all I know, one of them brought a gun in. Someone shot Viv and Trent and maybe the others jumped the shooter, tried to wrestle the gun away and knocked over the drinks and candles. I hope it happened that way. I hope the fire didn’t start while I was beating up Trent. It was pretty wild. We knocked tables and lamps over. Maybe a candle hit the floor and no one noticed. I’ll never know. The band had no idea what was going on up there. We’d just arrived.”

  “Why did you come upstairs?” she asked curiously.

  “I wanted to check on the kids. Tara was asleep but she didn’t have her blanket. I hadn’t seen you in so long and I knew you must have gone looking for the thing. I was looking for you,” he admitted. “I couldn’t wait until morning to see you.”

  Pleasure rushed through her at his words. “I’m grateful you came looking for me, Dillon,” she said softly.

  Dillon threw open the door to the shed, flicked on a switch to flood the room with light. “So am I, honey.” He couldn’t look at her, knowing the fury of that moment was etched into his face. He couldn’t look back and not feel it.

  Jessica laughed, the sound of her joy dispelling old memories. “I would like to have known about the lights in here yesterday.”

  “Really,” his eyebrow shot up. His voice softened into seduction. “I was just thinking it would have been smarter to keep it dark.”

  Jessica quirked an eyebrow at him and took a step backward. “You have that wicked look on your face like you’re up to something.” His expression alone sent heat coursing through her body.

  “Wicked? I like that.” His hand curled around the nape of her neck, drew her to him. He bent his head to claim her mouth. His lips were firm, soft, tempting. His tongue teased her lower lip, tracing the outline, probing and dancing until she opened to him.

  His hand slipped under her jacket and blouse to find bare skin. Her breast pushed into his palm. He tasted the same hunger in her mouth. “Take off your jacket, Jess,” he whispered as he reached once more for the light switch, plunging the shed into a murky gray. “Hurry, baby, we don’t have much time.”

  “You can’t think we’re doing anything in this little shed, outdoors where anyone could find us,” she said, but she was shedding her jacket, tossing it aside, wanting the searing heat of his mouth on her breast. Wanting her hands on him. It already seemed far too long.

  Dillon watched her unbutton her blouse with breathless anticipation. He watched the richness of her breasts spill into his sight and he slowly let out his breath, his lungs burning for air. She did that to him with her exquisite skin and haunting eyes. “I thought about you while I showered this evening,” he confided. “You should have been there with me. I thought about how you tasted and how you feel and how you sound when I’m inside of you.” He bent his head to draw her breast into his mouth.

  Her body rippled with instant need, with hunger. She laughed softly. “I was with you. As I recall, you did a lot of tasting.”

  “Are you certain? It wasn’t enough, I need more.” His hands slipped over her jeans, fumbled with the zipper. “Get rid of these things, you need them off.” His teeth nipped at the underside of her breast, returned to the heat of her mouth, kissing her senseless. “I need them off.”

  “Do you think we have time?” She was already complying, wanting him so much that the stolen moments were as precious as the long all-night session of lovemaking.

  “Not for all the things I want to do with you,” he whispered against her ear, his tongue probing her frantic pulse. “But enough for what I have in mind. Push my jeans off my hips.” The instant his body was free of the confining cloth he breathed a sigh of relief. “Much better. I’m going to lift you up. Put your arms around my neck and wrap your legs around my waist. Are you ready for me?” His fingers were already seeking his answer, probing deep, slipping into her body to find her damp with need.

  He buried his face in her neck. “You are so hot, Jess. I love how you want me the same way I want you.” Just feeling her dampness hardened his body even more. He took her weight as she put her arms around his neck and lifted her legs to wrap them around his waist. The engorged head of his shaft was pressed tightly to her. Very slowly he lowered her body over his. There was the familiar resistance, her body stretching to receive his fullness. The impression of sliding a sword into a tight sheath left every nerve ending raw. The sensation was building like a firestorm, spreading wilder, hotter, more explosive than ever. It roared through his body like a freight train, through his mind, a crescendo of notes and promises, of half-formed thoughts and needs.

  He loved the little anxious sounds escaping her throat, the way she moved her hips to meet his, in a perfect rhythm. Jessica, the completion of his heart.

  Jessica lost herself in the hard thrusts of his body into hers, in the fiery heat and sizzling passion that rose up and engulfed her entirely. She threw her head back, riding fast, tightening her muscles around him, gripping and sliding with a friction designed to drive them both up and over the edge quickly.

  She couldn’t believe herself, the wild wanton ride she took, there in the shed with their disheveled clothes half on and half off. But it didn’t matter, nothing mattered but the burst of light and color as she broke into fragments and dissolved, her body rippling with a life of its own. She hung on tightly to Dillon as he thrust hard, repeatedly, his hoarse cry muffled by her shoulder.

  They clung, their laughter coming together, a soft, pleased melding as their heart rates slowed to normal and Dillon slowly lowered her feet to the floor. The stolen moments were as precious as gold to both of them. It took a little scrambling and fumbling to adjust their clothing. Jessica couldn’t find her slip-on shoes. Dillon distracted her often while she searched, kissing her neck, her fingers, swirling his tongue in her ear. She found one shoe among the pots and the other upside down on top of a bag of potting soil. She picked it up and idly picked out the seaweed caught in the sole.

  “I haven’t worn these shoes anywhere near the ocean bank. Where did I pick up seaweed?” She slipped the shoes back on her feet and went back into his arms again, turning up her mouth for his kiss. There was a long
silence, while they simply got lost in each other. Dillon trailed kisses down her chin to her throat.

  Jessica tilted her head to give him better access and caught a movement outside the small window.

  “What’s wrong?” Dillon asked, lifting his head reluctantly as he felt her stiffen. “Your neck is so perfect to nibble on—soft and tempting. I could stay here forever. Are you certain we have to get the Christmas tree today?”

  “Something moved out there. I think someone is watching us,” Jessica whispered. A shiver crept down her spine. Looking through the small window, she strained to see but couldn’t spot anyone. It didn’t matter. Someone watched them.

  Dillon groaned. “Not again. Don had better not make another confession or I might pitch him off the cliff.” He stepped past her to the small square window, looked around carefully. “I don’t see anyone, baby, maybe it’s the gargoyles on the roof.”

  Jessica could hear the amusement in his voice. Soft, gentle, teasing. She tried to respond, going into his arms, but she couldn’t shake the feeling of something sinister staring at them.

  “Come on, Jessie,” Trevor shouted, breaking them apart immediately. “You two better not be doing anything I don’t want to know about, because I’m coming in.” There was the briefest of hesitations and then the door was thrust open. Trevor glared at them. “Everyone else was too chicken to come see what you were up to.”

  “We’re looking for the axe,” Jessica improvised lamely.

  “Oh, really?” Trevor’s eyebrow went up, in just the same way as his father’s did sometimes. He fit the role of the chastising father figure perfectly. “Do you think this might help?” He flicked the switch so that light permeated every inch of the small building. He glared at his father in disapproval. “In a tool shed?”

  “Trevor!” Blushing, Jessica hurried to the back of the shed where she knew the larger tools were kept. As she reached for the axe, she knocked over the large pry bar. Muttering, she picked it up and started to replace it. The dried mud and pine needles stuck on the edge of it caught her eye. She frowned at the tool.

  Trevor took up the axe. “Come on, Jessie, everyone’s waiting. Stop mooning around, it’s embarrassing. At least you have the good sense to fall for my dad.”

  “You don’t mind?” Dillon asked, his eyes very serious as he studied his son’s face.

  “Who else would we want for Jessie?” Trevor asked matter-of-factly. “She’s our family. We don’t want someone else stealing her away from us.”

  “As if that could happen,” Jessica leaned over to kiss his cheek. “Come on, we’d better hurry or the others will be looking for us.” She led the way out of the shed.

  “And, by the way, we had kitchen duty this afternoon,” Trevor added righteously.

  She turned to look at him skeptically. “You cleaned up or your sister did? I can’t imagine you remembering.”

  “Well, Brenda remembered and I would have cleaned up but Tara’s mothering me again because I suffered trauma yesterday.” He put on his most pathetic face.

  “Trauma?” Dillon interrupted. “We suffered the trauma, Jess, your sister, and I, not you. You ate it up. Don’t think we didn’t notice your sister waiting on you hand and foot. Is that a normal, everyday thing?”

  “Absolutely,” Trevor was grinning with unabashed glee. “And I love it, too!”

  “He has no shame,” Jessica pointed out to Dillon.

  “Not when it comes to domestic chores,” Trevor admitted. “Hey! I’m beginning to sound like Brenda and that’s scary!” He waved to Tara and the group huddled together under the trees waiting for them. “I told you I’d get them,” he called.

  There was no time for anything but finding the all-important Christmas tree. Tara and Trevor had an idea where to look and they set off immediately. Paul kept pace with them, laughing, punching Trevor’s arm good-naturedly and occasionally tousling Tara’s hair. Brenda and Robert walked together at a much more sedate pace, whispering with their heads together. Brian and Don argued loudly over the best way to save the rain forest and the ozone layer and whether or not the taking of one small Christmas tree was going to have global effects.

  Dillon walked along the trail, his hand firmly anchored in Jessica’s. His life had changed dramatically. Everyone who was important to him was with him, sharing his home. He glanced down at the woman walking so close to him. Jessica had somehow changed his entire world in the blink of an eye. His children were with him, trust was slowly beginning to develop among them. He could see such potential, his mind awakening to all the possibilities of life. It was exhilarating, yet frightening.

  Dillon knew his self-esteem had always been wrapped up in his music, in his ability to shoulder enormous responsibility. His childhood had been difficult, a struggle just to feel as if he counted for something. What did he have to offer them all if he could no longer play the music pounding in his head?

  The fine mist began to turn into a steady drizzle as they walked along the trail. The band members pointed out tree after tree, big fir trees with full branches. The twins adamantly shook their heads, looking to Jessica for support. She agreed and followed them to the small, thin tree with gaps between the branches they had chosen the night before. The tree was growing at a strange angle out from under two larger trees at the edge of a bluff overlooking a smaller hill. The rain was making the ground slick.

  “Stay away from that edge, Tara,” Dillon commanded, scowling as he walked around the sad little tree. “This is your perfect Christmas tree?”

  Trevor and Tara exchanged a grin. “That’s the one. It wants to come home with us. We asked it,” Tara said solemnly.

  “I tramped through the forest in the pouring rain for that little mongrel of a tree?” Brenda demanded. “Good heavens, look around, there are fantastic trees everywhere.”

  “I like it,” Don said, clapping his hands on the twins’ shoulders. “It hasn’t a hope of surviving here—I say we take it in, show it a good time, and let it have some fun.”

  Jessica nodded. “It looks perfect to me.” She skirted the forlorn little tree, touched one of the longer branches that reached out toward the sea. “This is the one.”

  Dillon raised his eyebrow at Robert, who shrugged helplessly. “Whatever makes them happy, I guess.”

  Brian stepped forward to take the axe out of Dillon’s hands. “I like the darned thing—it needs a home and some cheering up.” He sent the axe sweeping toward the narrow trunk. He was strong and the first bite cut deep.

  Tara hugged her brother, her eyes shining. “This is exactly how I imagined it, Dad.” She wrapped her other arm around her father.

  Dillon stood very still while pleasure coursed through him at his daughter’s affectionate gesture.

  Paul laughed and began removing his jacket. “Did you imagine the rain, too, Tara? We could have done without that.”

  The gray drizzle was beginning to fall a little faster. Brian took another swipe at the tree trunk, sinking the blade in solidly. He repeated the action again and again with a steady rhythm that matched the drone of the rain. Robert put his arm around his wife to help protect her from the rising wind. The tree shivered, beginning to tilt.

  “Hey!” Paul was shaking out his jacket, reaching across Jessica, holding it out toward Tara. “Put this on.”

  Tara grinned happily at him through the gray mist. “Thanks, Paul.” Her fingers closed around the material just as there was an ominous crack.

  The branches wavered, then rushed at them. Paul yelled a warning, stepping back in an attempt to stay out of reach. His elbow cracked into Jessica’s shoulder, sending her flying backward as his feet slipped out from under him in the thick mud.

  Dillon shoved Tara hard, sending her sprawling into Trevor’s arms, even as he dove across the muddy ground for Jessica. To his horror, Jessica went down hard, skidding precariously close to the edge of the bluff. He saw her make a grab for the wavering tree branches but Paul’s larger frame crashed into hers i
n a tangle of arms and legs. They both went sliding over the edge of the crumbling cliff. Paul’s fingers made thick tracks in the mud as he attempted to find a purchase.

  Dillon skidded in the mud, lying flat out on the ground, catching Jessica’s ankle as she plummeted over the edge. He realized he was yelling hoarsely, a mind-numbing terror invading him. The Christmas tree lay beside him, inches to his left. Don threw himself across Dillon’s legs, pinning him to the ground to prevent him sliding over the edge after Jessica and Robert leapt to catch Paul’s wrists as he clung to the rocks. There was a moment of silence broken only by the moaning wind, the pounding sea, the sound of rain, and heavy breathing.

  “Daddy?” Tara’s voice was thin and frightened.

  Trevor dropped into the mud beside his father, looking down over the edge at Jessica. She was upside down, straining to turn her head to look up at them. Other than her head, she was very still, aware that the only thing preventing her from falling was Dillon’s fingers circling her ankle. Trevor reached out with both hands and caught her calf. Together they began to pull her up.

  “It’s all right, honey,” Dillon soothed his daughter. “Jess is fine, aren’t you, baby?” He could pretend his hands weren’t shaking and his mind wasn’t numb with terror. “Robert, can you hold Paul?”

  “I’ve got him.” Robert was straining back. Brenda and Tara caught his belt and pulled as hard as they could. Brian simply reached past them and added his strength to Robert’s, pulling Paul straight up. He immediately turned his attention to helping Trevor and Dillon with Jessica.

  All of them sat in the mud, Dillon, Tara, and Trevor holding Jessica tight. The rain poured down harder. Jessica could hear her heart thundering in her chest Dillon’s face was buried against her throbbing shoulder. Tara and Trevor clung to her, their grip so tight she thought they might break her in two. She looked at the others. Paul looked absolutely stunned, his face a mask of shock. Brenda’s face was white. Robert, Don, and Brian looked frightened.